December 2010
26 posts
It always seems appropriate that when you can't...
It sucks when people treat you like shit. And maybe they don’t mean to but they make you feel like such a complete idiot for trying and trying and trying. And you get nothing from them, absolutely fucking nothing. And I don’t want to be the person that stops trying. But it seems like things might come out that way.
Now I have them.
My new year’s resolutions.
1. Do what you fear most. Be alone.
2. Stop making excuses and go places.
3. Work on at least one piece every day. Stop being such a perfectionist and make a mess.
6. Read more of everything: newspapers, books, scripts, poems.
7. Start sending out letters and thank you notes.
8. Live a healthier lifestyle: exercise and eat out less.
9. Be honest.
10. Try...
damndamndamn
My phone always goes dead at the exact time that I really need it.
Keep the faith.
I decided that before I made my new resolutions, I would go back and look at my previous resolutions. They are as follows:
Resolutions:
1. Stop falling into unhappy places and getting stuck there
2. Try to do positive things for other people (donating things, Tour de Cure, etc)
3. Go outside more often, camp when weather permits even on schoolnights
4. Take classes because they seem...
It has been a damn merry Christmas.
My mom was, as usual, worried that I would be disappointed with my borderline sinful amount of gifts. But I was not. Nor can I remember ever having been… But she really loves to overdo Christmas/birthday. I didn’t get anything insane, just stuff I asked for, boots, warm clothes and art supplies, etc. And some practical stuff like an external hard drive.
But what I really appreciated...
Also, Merry Christmas.
You guys, it is my birthday.
And everyone has been terrific about it.
First Night Sleeping Alone
Not sure how I feel about it thus far. Not good. That is certain. But maybe ok.
Big Chicken Island or as I call it, BCI
Megan: This piece of chicken is too big, so is this piece. What is this? Big Chicken Island?
Jacob: Yes.
Megan: Oh, like all this time I've been on Big Chicken Island and didn't know it?
Jacob: Ever since I slipped you those pills you've been on Big Chicken Island.
Jack: What? Where are there big chickens??
The song I can never remember.
Let me set the scene. Megan is on Facebook and without even a hello, I say:
Megan, what's that song?
Megan: Pod De Floor?
My friends really are my world.
Jacob: It was a six point deer.
Megan: How do you figure out how many points you get?
Megan and I Agree
We would make great guys. We would have no standards. And we’d be so cool.
Suave and/or cool.
Dude ya'll remember South of Nowhere?
burrowmeister:
It came on like back in the day before or after Degrassi.
I want to watch it.
Did it have…lesbians in it?
Jack Attack Jacob: Do you guys think you’ll live in space someday? Me: Fuck that, I don’t know how shit works up there. Megan: Jack that was the funniest thing you’ve ever said! You don’t know how stuff works up there, what does that even mean.
Had to take that off my facebook after my mom chastised me.
THANKS GOODNESS IT IS BACK
Megan and I were like,
“Where did Tumblr go???”
“Why has it been gone so long?”
“Uhh, is Tumblr back up?”
“OK WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON???”
Website for class:Finished. Finally.
www.ualr.edu/ejward/dwnt
It is not very great/sophisticated but I will get a good grade. Because it does not suck total ass.